Rage And Reflection

Once again, my extended family confirms why I've excluded them from my life all these years. (Reasons why I can't stand these people can be found here and here.) The sector of fuck-ups I wish to reference today are my mother's sisters. It's been a long time since these women got under my skin, but I've officially had it up to my eyeballs. I was rejected pretty much because I was born. Plain and simple? Not so much. It took one venomous bitch and five idiots so willing to believe her to set this into motion. It's time I turned the fucking tides.

I've deciding I'm writing one single letter, publicly addressing everything. The rumors, the infighting, the years of bitterness.....I'm fucking done with these people. I'm going to have my say, tuck them back into the dark corner they came from and never deal with this again. I told my mother that this is why I don't have these people in my life and she is finally starting to see the light. I didn't care for them then, I don't care now.....and they will finally hear it from me. I already know how I'm going to deliver the message. I know what I'm going to say and how I'm going to say it. I know how much of a shit storm this will cause, too. In fact, I'm counting on it. Let the tongues wag. My words will be in black and white, plain as day for the entire family to see. For once in their gossip-driven existence, they will not be able to mince words. May they eat them just the same.

"Say goodbye, it's such a horror

My memories, there's nothing harder

Anger and hatred fill the page

So smash the walls, it's time to rage"

-A.D.I/The Horror Of It All by Anthrax, 1987

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Comments (8)

	Ikky-ikky-arriba!: 10/05/2009 7:50 AM There are people in my family like this too. Good luck.
	cephallus: 10/05/2009 8:03 AM say, maybe we're related?
	Queen Of Cydonia: 10/05/2009 8:06 AM ikkyg said: There are people in my family like this too. Good luck. Thank you....and you have my sympathy for having these types of people in your family. I liken them to a poison and I flat out refuse to bring my family around them. They already rejected me and treated me poorly for no good reason, I won't subject them to that needless crap. It's going to feel good getting it off my chest. I wish I could tell them all to their face, but they are spread out all over the country so I have to do this in writing.
	Queen Of Cydonia: 10/05/2009 8:09 AM cephallus said: say, maybe we're related? It's possible....do you have a group of douchey aunts that do nothing but spread bitterness? If so, hello cousin!
	cephallus: 10/05/2009 8:16 AM [quote=Queen Of Cydonia] cephallus said: say, maybe we're related? It's possible....do you have a group of douchey aunts that do nothing but spread bitterness? If so, hello cousin! Mmmm, not aunts per se...but lots of that amongst the general extended fam.
	Queen Of Cydonia: 10/05/2009 8:27 AM cephallus said: Mmmm, not aunts per se...but lots of that amongst the general extended fam. Close enough for me! I guess we are fam.
	annier: 10/05/2009 9:15 AM You don't have to like/love someone just because they are family! You tell them and then forget them !
	Queen Of Cydonia: 10/05/2009 2:57 PM annier said: You don't have to like/love someone just because they are family! You tell them and then forget them ! I plan on doing just that, Annie. It's about 35 years overdue and I can't wait to have my say.